I need a real lawyer FCCPS violating my rights

It is going on year four, child protective service has kept my child from me since she was born. I have done nothing to this child or any child ever. It's one excuse after the next. I'm on assigned lawyer number 4 who is appointed by the very county keeping my child from me. I have found a lawyer willing to step up to the plate seeing how I am not allowed into the stadium. I am being told I cant have custody or have unsupervised visits with my child. The goal is not focused on the safety of my daughter. The focus is to find some way to violate me and throw me in jail. All just to justify their actions of  taking my child in the first place. Painting a picture for the court system that does not match the paper trail that I have kept record of. 
 Most of us live paycheck to paycheck we need our money to pay the bills. So I ask will you go fund me so I can pay this retainer to a lawyer  even one dollar would be appreciated?