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I'm not a player, I just crush a lot.
Twenty-something::Lady::Mid-Michigan
Art::Animation::Anatomical Biology
I'm not the droid you're looking for.
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Check your local book store for your copy of my memoir : “Perks of Being a Dumpster Fire; the Thot Potato Diaries”. . Being thirty rules. Loving my body rules. Not giving a shit any more rules. Sobriety rules. Making money and loving your job rules....

Check your local book store for your copy of my memoir : “Perks of Being a Dumpster Fire; the Thot Potato Diaries”.
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Being thirty rules. Loving my body rules. Not giving a shit any more rules. Sobriety rules. Making money and loving your job rules. Having freedom to do whatever the fuck I want rules. Friends and fam, y'all rule too.
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The stuff that doesn’t rule is gonna get taken down, and guess what ! It’s volunteer work. Take the reigns and enjoy the ride, pals.
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#cornfedgoth #thotpotato #thirty #puremichigan #soberlife #sobriety #beyonce #instagram #picoftheday #ootd #happy
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⚜I’ve been spending a lot of time at home with my thoughts and my things lately.
⚜I’m finding deep joy in bringing life into my home with beautiful plants that I have to tend to. Finding the caution that, just as most things, I have to learn not to smother another’s life with my love. I am singing to them. Daily. I think they like it.
⚜My candles are burning low from lazy evenings of setting the/a mood, be it just for myself. I’ll have to buy more soon although spring scents aren’t my scents.
⚜I’m reading more. Trying to retrain my brain into a mode that retains information and applies critical thinking.. Because who knows ? I might go back to school, guys. It’s the scariest feeling I’ve ever had, except maybe since the other scary feelings that have washed away recently.
⚜I may still be having nightmares every. single. night. but I’ve accepted that the monsters are here to stay and I’ve got nothing but space and time to turn them into friends.
⚜ Always asking to be granted the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.
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Back to goofin’.

You belong among the wildflowers. You belong somewhere you feel free.

You belong among the wildflowers.
You belong somewhere you feel free.

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Ever sleepy.

Ever sleepy.

#jenga !

#jenga !

It only took eight years of living on my own, and four years of living in this apartment, but I finally got around to putting some shit up in my bedroom. 🎉 …. I’ve got a LOT of shit. . . . . . #oddities #bones #antiques #homedecor

It only took eight years of living on my own, and four years of living in this apartment, but I finally got around to putting some shit up in my bedroom. 🎉
…. I’ve got a LOT of shit.
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#oddities #bones #antiques #homedecor

V important office puppy news brief he had to update me on from while I was out on lunch.
Sound on. 🔊

My niece’s self portrait. 🎨

My niece’s self portrait. 🎨

Pour some booger on me. 🍀💰🌈✨
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#stpatricksday

My new nose hoop finally came in the mail ! Gold hoop with three white opal. I’m in love with it. 😍 . Purchased from maylovely’s shop on @etsy ! . . . . . #nosering #piercing #jewelry #nostrilpiercing #bodymodification #gold #opal

My new nose hoop finally came in the mail ! Gold hoop with three white opal. I’m in love with it. 😍
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Purchased from maylovely’s shop on @etsy !
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#nosering #piercing #jewelry #nostrilpiercing #bodymodification #gold #opal

Snapped this while she was screaming “I WANT DOWNNNN” on top of a mountain. She’s such a jokester.

Snapped this while she was screaming “I WANT DOWNNNN” on top of a mountain. She’s such a jokester.

I HAVE THE CUTEST DAD IN THE WORLD

I HAVE THE CUTEST DAD IN THE WORLD

I dunno, you guys. I’ve given up a lot of control in my life lately. Handed it all over to “whatever will be, will be”. I’m learning so much about myself. I’m growing. I’m blossoming. I’m being honest and open with and about my true self. I STILL DON’T KNOW SHIT, and that’s okay. I still don’t know how to properly accept and feel deserving of the kindness shown towards me, but I’m trying. I cannot fathom anyone loving me the way that some of you guys do. I don’t deserve you, but I value you immensely. Some newbies in the game are high key making me smile a lot too. What is this ?
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Anyway. Kiss your loved ones all over the face. Even/especially if it’s weird. 💞

In this week’s edition of “How do I have the best internet friends that send me the best gifts ever wtf”, @sarasparktacula just destroyed my heart with cuteness and a fellow appreciation of butts and I love her so much !!! 😫😍😍😍

In this week’s edition of “How do I have the best internet friends that send me the best gifts ever wtf”, @sarasparktacula just destroyed my heart with cuteness and a fellow appreciation of butts and I love her so much !!! 😫😍😍😍