Dreaming of Being A DJ

Please Help me upgrade my out dated DJ gear.my name is Dharrel Dejesus , I am 36 , Dad of two boy's. I am currently disabled, recovering from a near death motorcycle accident as of 4th of July 2003. I was being young and dumb, doing wheelies on a motorcycle and flipped the bike over. I was in a coma 3 days, bruised my spine, bruised kidney s, bruised lungs, ripped my aorta , punctured my spleen and broke 3 ribs. I was paralysed for a couple months and told I was going to stay paralysed , but I thank god and Spaulding rehabilitation hospital that  I am all healed up. Just missing my balance. So I have to walk using crutches. I've come a long way, I learned a lot in the past 10 years of recovery. My dream is to be a DJ at a night club.I love music,(techno , tech-house , ECT) I put myself through DJ school this past year , paying $1500 for 40 hours of class, I struggled hard, for a couple of Months with no money. Paying off the DJ school with the $400 I get every month. I've learned a lot. But still I need a lot more practice. Technology Has change. And I am hoping to catch up. But I would definitely need some help from generous people.so if anyone can please help. I would greatly appreciate It.. Thank you for listen and your help