You don’t understand women, You don’t know what we are, we feel or what we think. You see us as dating objects. The faster we are, the more you want us and until you can grow up and see beyon that, no matter how many girls your with, you will always be lonley. Youre going to girl to girl and never concider that youre afriad of being hurt. Every girl think you’ll eventually be bored and move on.

Thank you for keeping my family in your thoughts!!

That feeling where you want to get a certain someone to like you enough to want to hold hands, just that small, seemingly immature act of intimacy that becomes even more meaningful with age.

But you realized to get to that point, they’d have to like you back, and you know you’re never going to be good enough, or be what why need. You are stuck with your shortcomings that are anything but short.

You’re actually afraid of them liking you back, because then everything you need to be would be instantly obvious, and you’d lose the and you don’t want to make them feel sad ever, so you make sure you don’t even try, not really anyways. You always make sure you can pretend to be “jk”.

So you type about it and pretends it’s therapeutic. You pretend at least acknowledging your semi-self-precribed loneliness might make is less painful.

But it doesn’t.

#marksinnerdialogue #innerdialogue

At some point you will realized that you done too much for someone, that the only next possible step to do is stop. Leave them alone. Walk away. It’s not like you’re giving up and it’s not like you should try. It’s just that you have to draw the line of determination and desperation. What’s truly yours will eventually be yours, and what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be. #patientlywaitingforlove

When you wake up, they’re first thought and you’re looking at your phone to see if they text or called you while you’re asleep. When you go to bed, you fall asleep thinking about them. When you miss them, even it hasn’t been more then a day or so since you seem them. But mostly, when you put their needs before your own. When their happiness is more important then your pain. When you’re really love someone, you’re willing to give it your all, and you’ll know when you are.

I never want to see you in my future as a stranger. We’ve built so much together. I never want to catch you walk by me as if we never met. It will literally kill me inside. I’m scare of losing you. Although we made promises, I’m just scared that those promises won’t mean nothing in the future. I don’t know where we heading. I’m just worried. We started off as strangers, and I’m really hoping we don’t end as strangers.

No girl likes to start over with a new guy. Getting to know a guy all over again. Learning how to feel comfortable with a guy all over again giving herself mind, body and soul to a guy again. Going through that awkward phase of being boy shy around a guy again. Sharing her secrets and willing out her thoughts and emotions to a guy again. Meeting a new guy’s family and getting to low the all over again. Have a new guy meet her parents hoping they’ll be accepting all over again. Opening up and letting anew guy see the real side of her all over again. Fight through her trust issue and place her trust in another man again. Work on her insecurities so they won’t push a guy away all over again. Give her heart to another guy and learn to love someone new all over again. That’s why girls love to stick with the guy they’re already with, no matter how bad it is, because it’s they guys they’ve been through all that with already.